jab hum apne charo taraf dekhte h tab hme kuch cheeze asi dikhayi deti h jise dekhkar asa lagta h ki asa kyu h , me baat kar rha hu kinner ki, kuch log ye soch rhe honge ki isme asa kya baat karn layak h y fir kuch logo ki ye raay hogi ki kinner ek curse (abhishap) h or jisme homosexuality h uhe bas apni life isme katni hi hogi par yha me kinner  se related kuch baate or btana chahunga
hmari society ye kabhi nahi chahegi ki hum ek ase sharir me paida ho jo hmare bilkul opposite ho, dusre shabdo me hmari aatma ka gender hmare sharir ke gender se match na karta ho par asa hone me uss insaan ki kya galti jo ye sab sahan kar rha h
iss baat ko or acche se samjhne ke lie me kuch baate aapko btana chahunga jise samjhkar aapki raay bilkul hi alag ho jayegi



journey to mumbai

kuch din pahle ki baat h me delhi se mumbai ki taraf rvana hua me train se safar kar rha tha tabhi safar ke dauran kuch kinner jinhe hum chhkke, hinjde , in naamo se jante h , unka ek group mere pass aaya or paise mangne lga, unke dvara mange gye paise na to bheekh ke paise the or na hi haq ke paise. lekin unme ek confidence tha jisse asa lag rha tha ki jo vo pase mang rhe h vo unke haq ke hi h
 halanki pahle mne mna kia jsa ki sab krte h , lekin unhone vha mera hi tmasha bna dia, nach gana start kar dia or bahut kuch kia tab tang aakar mujhe unhe paise dene pde, hua kuch asa ki mujhe dekh kar sabhi passengers ne bhi paise de dia, jo ki sahi bhi tha  , kon chahega ki kisi ka bhi ase tmasha bne jse mera abhi bna . me asa feel kar rha tha ki jse mujhe loota gya ho, bahut gussa aa rha tha khud par , lekin fir karta bhi kya , kinner ka ek bahut bda group jo tha tab asa lag rha tha ki modi ji bhi yha aakr kuch nahi kar sakte . islie me fir iss vakya ko bhul gya or kisi or kaam busy ho gya
thodi der bad train ruk gyi or kahabr pahunchi ki kinnero ne ek deepk naam ke  ladke ko chura lia h , or uss ladke ke parivar valo ne police ko bulaya hua h , pta chla ki train abb 2 ghante late thi , police abb kinnro ke uss group ko dhundne me lag gyi par kuch time bad kinner khud uss ladke ko unke maa baap ko lotane ke lie aaye or police bhi kuch nahi kar payi kyonki kinnro ki sankhya bahut jyada thi mne pahli baar kinner ek sath dekhhi thi . police tab picche hat gyi or unhone ladke ko vpas sompte waqt ladke ke baap ko ek bat boli
me janna chahta tha ki unhone ladke ke baap ko asa kya kha hoga thodi der bad me uncle se mila or unhe greet kia or ladke ke mil jane ki badhayi di
me - badhayi ho uncle aapka ladka aapko mil gya , par uss kinner ne aapko asa kya kha or asi kya vjah thi ki unhone aapka ladka churaya tha
tab unhone mujhe sari baat btayi . ise samjhne ke lie aapko uss ladke bare me janna hoga jise kinner chura le gye the

Story of deepak 

deepak asa ladka h jo galt sharir me paida hua h . dusre shabdo me deepak ki aatma ya ruh ander se ladki ki thi lekin use sharir ladke ka mila lekin uske ma baap ne kabhi iss baat ko savikar nahi kia or usse apna ldka hi mana lekin deepak ek ase jail me kaid tha jisme use har din har ghate har minute har second ek ladka ban ke jina tha ye jante hue ki vo ek ladki h . aaj jab train me uska samna kinnro se hua to unhe dekh kar deepak rone lga or kinnro ke puchhe jane par ki vo kyu ro rha h tb deepak ne kha ki
deepak : mujhe aap apne sath le jao . mujhe ye dikhavti jindgi nahi jini me ek ladki hu par ladka banna pad rha h me asi life nahi chahta
kinnro ne socha ki kyu na deepak ko bhi hmari biradri me shamil kar lia jaye par jab vo deepak ko le ja rhe the tab unke maa baap ki tention unse dekhi nhi gyi or unhone deepak ke baap ko ek baat samjhayi
kinner : hmari life bahut musibto bhri h , log hmare sath jsa salook ya bartaav karte h , hme bhi majboori me unke sath vsa hi karna padta h . logo ki nazro me kinner hona ek abhishap mna jata h lekin inse hmari galti hi kya h ye to natural cuase h . lekin society ki nazro me hume itna nicha samjha jata h ki hmare lia jina mushkil ho jata h islie hum bhi vsa hi karte h jsa aap sab log hmare sath karte h hum bhi jor jabardasti aapse paise lete h kyonki aap hi ho jo hme nokri karne se rokte ho hmari haq ki kmayi aap sab le lete h . islie hum sidhhe aap se hi harzana vasoolte h
deepak ek bahut hi accha ladka h jb humne ise dekhha to bahut hi masoom lga hum nahi chhahte ki ye bhi vhi life jiye jo hum ji rhe h islie ise vapas lota rhe or ho ska to ise ladki bna diiye iska operation kra dijiye nahi ek din asa ayega jab ye ghut ghut kar mar jayega ise iske pinjre se mukt kar dijiye

kinnero ka asa roop me pahli baar dekh rha tha , iss vakya ke baad mera point of view change ho gya h ki hmari society me kinnro ki apni koi pahchan hi nahi hume aaram se nokri mil jati h lekin kinnro ko koi nokri nahi deta fir iss halat me vo hum se hi paisa lenge kyonki khi na khi unhe nokri na mil pane ke jimmedar hum bhi h
dusri taraf deepak ke bare me itna kahunga ki ase bachhe jo homosexual h . ve jaroor apne maa baap se discuss kre kyonki baad me ye problem badhi ho jayegi or isse chhutkara pana
impossible ho jayega